Without him.

I was writing  in some of my entry about the men in my life and  how I feel about them. First there was Joe, my first lover and my son’s father. Than I wrote about James, who I alway though of as my soulmate and he is my girls daddy. But the one I did write about was Fred, the man I am with now.  He is almost nine years younger than me, but he has been more of a man and father than the other two put together, and he truely loves and adores my kids. He doesn’t have much but everything he haves he give to me and my children.  I realize I can’t be without him. He make us a complete family. And my sun doesn’t shine without him. I love him so much, only god knows.