My first love

Joseph is one of a kind. Sweet , lovin, easy  to be with, sexy as hell, and will give you his shirt off his back. But I have hurt him so much in the past. I left him when he need me. I should have stood by him and marry him when he asked and he never would have been deported.

  I have talk to him for the first time in 5 years and he doesn’t hate me. He sayed he has changed but he still loves me. And he wants some of the old times back and he wants me back. What do I do? I love him too. I want him too. I don’t want to hurt anybody. But no matter what I do I am going to hurt someone. 

When I think of him that sing by John Mayer comes to mind; “Come back to bed”