02/24/2010

Soo…ummm…I think I am kind of engaged…!

Which is my understated way of saying that I am brimming over with happiness and excitement and plans for spending the rest of my life with CJ. We had mentioned it before and talked about it a little, but he actually asked me if I would marry him tonight. It’s not publicly official yet; no ring or anything. But we know that he asked and I said yes. It seems so silly that there needs to be a ring for it to be official, because its real to us already. Regardless, we have decided to hold off on telling the whole world about it.

I never truly believed my Grandma when she told me that you just know when it is the right person. I’ve always questioned and held back and grudgingly gotten excited about the future plans of the man I was with. But this, just fits. My days don’t feel right unless I go to sleep next to him and wake up next to him.