Even so…
Just because I have the right people in my life and am feeling like a duck doesn’t mean that the e-mail BW sent me today didn’t take my breath away and give me a heavy heart.
The e-mail was kind, understanding, and confused. The list of reasons why he loves me and misses me was almost enough to make me want to change my mind. Almost.
Actually, no, not enough to change my mind. Just enough to bring pangs to my heart and remind me that I can’t just ignore the end of a 15 month relationship.
I don’t know how to respond.
Sadly last relationship I had, I was the guy sending the “hey we can make this work!” letters, so I know kind of how it feels from the other side. It’s always such a hard thing to go through. I’d be more concerned if you didn’t feel anything at all about it. I do wish you the best, it’s such a hard thing to wade through emotionally at times.
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