complicated

Things are getting even more complicated here. I need to leave. The longer my leaving is dragged out, the worse it gets.

My ex is vascillating between begging me to be with him, trying to talk me into making love with him, trying to convince me he can be my friend, and being bitter and passively aggressive when I am spending time with other friends.

I am vascillating between wanting to comfort my ex and feeling stifled by him, being excited to move on with my life and sad to leave the place that has become home over the past four years.

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August 26, 2008

If it were to work out between you two, even as friends then it would. You don’t have to give it the opportuity to be better if you think it will just be worse if you don’t want to. Do what you think is best for you.