8/21/08
I never quite fully grasp the reality of one step in my life ending and another beginning until it actually happens. Moving to north Jersey and starting grad school still seems like a distant concept and not an actual event happening in a week and a half. It was the same with graduating high school, starting college, moving to the beach, Semester at Sea, junior year of college, moving to my cousin’s and the brewery, my semester in DC, moving to a house in Etown, and moving in with my ex.
I think I would be really excited if it seemed like it was actually going to happen. Iam hoping it is going to be a really good 8 and a half months, because there is no way of knowing what is going to happen once it ends.
Sometimes if you find yourself having conflicting expectations it can just be good to try to go in free of all expectation. Let it be an experience unto itself.
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