6/3/08

I need to get back into a structured routine. Without a routine I get mopey, tired, cranky, lazy, and restess…in short pretty damn unbearable to be around.

Currently I am working 4:30pm-10pm or 11pm Saturday – Wednesday. The rest of the week I have absolutely nothing to do except clean the house and go grocery shopping.

I need to start exercising more than sporadically. I like to talk myself into thinking that all the running around while waitressing is exercise. But it’s not the kind of self-disciplined exercise I need.

I need to get back to being more conscious about what I eat. More natural and more balanced. My body is all out of sorts. I feel lethargic a lot and have been fighting binge/purging urges.

I need to start writing in here more. My life seems so blah and uneventful right now, but I know I will have a greater appreciation for the small things in it if I get back to writing about them. There are things going on in my relationships with my mom, my best friend, and my boyfriend that I really need to be conscious of and evaluate.

So. Tomorrow:

I will set my alarm for 8:30pm. Go for a short jog if it isn’t still raining. Make myself some oatmeal and fruit for breakfast, shower, get dressed, etc.

I have to take the dogs to the vet at 10:00.

come home and vacuum and find a good recipe for the lentils I have sitting in my cabinet.

make said recipe

Depending on the time at that point I will either go to work or work on the cross-stitch pattern I am making.

Work .

Come home to kiss my already sleeping boyfriend and write.

…we’ll see how much I actually stick to that plan. At least there is a plan, though. That is a step in the right direction.