Targetted Readers

 Indeed I am a guy who thinks and analyzes a lot. I am maintaining several blogs not only to write diary but also to share some of my life and thoughts to others. Note the latter purpose. A blog means to have readers, often targetted readers. Therefore I admit that I am maintaining different blogs for different readers, and to different targetted readers I write different stuff. Yes, I am a guy who likes sharing. In front of people, I am a usual guy like every one of you (if you are a guy). But on my keyboard, I am more femenine. Writing is kind of a way of spending my buffered time in research and TAing.

In terms of writing, I think I prefer English more because I am using a keyboard. And although I do make some grammatical mistakes at times, I think I can write more correct English than Chinese. This is also because my high school only trains me to write in English but not in Chinese and I know very little about Chinese grammar. But I do choose the language. I found that Chinese is more expressive, making it a better choice when I am to express my feelings and emotions towards anything. English is a language of conveying logical ideas and narration. Of course when choosing a language, the first language of my targetted readers is also a consideration.

These few days I am writing a lot of longer entries because of the lack of ideas about my project. I have been reading tons of stuff, trying different ways of calculation without getting rid of some small yet important inconsistencies. But I do know research is just like this.