A New World

My pining away for this site lately has been answered. I had no idea. I had to be told it was back up. I am on here as someone else, but that information is lost to time. I didn’t think I’d ever need to keep the ID and password. Even the email account is coming up incorrectly. Oh, but I’ve missed this format and community. Nothing else has even come close. Of course, things are different now. I just hope 4 **an and subs on the red*** don’t find us here anytime soon. They’re everywhere and they ruin everything. Congrats to them for doing exactly what they set out to do.

My life is completely different. My worldview is completely changed. My personality is not, though.

In time, I’ll probably fill this up again, as I have since discovering it in 2001. (July. Funny how it is usually July when I set up new accounts on newly found sites.)

I have lots to wade through. Just note that all the work I did on writing about my youth is over. I have moved on to the last decade of my life. Time goes so fast now, that all the things I used to worry about and mourn over are gone. I have all new sets of things to delve into. The most pressing lately is my feeling that our world has passed from one reality into an alternate reality. A bad one. One that leaves me feeling like I’ve descended from earth into an upper circle of Dante’s inferno.

I don’t like this world. I don’t like where I am in life. I’m not sure how to break my bonds without becoming homeless and starving, though. This cage is closing in on me.