dial tone.

March 27, 2006

you’re like frostbite

caramel mouth licking with
your rosebud tongue i’m
perspiring expiring like the time
in the back of cars
foggy windows, nails down backs
my red marks are your red marks
my teeth sink into yours
poetry of sin and skin
metal eyes drilling into
the back of my spine
and i’m dangling from
music the colour of lust.
your freckles are breaking me.

i know it’s been a while. things have been.. insane. i hav been writing, stories, for class, but not poetry.. until now. i am emptying myself out into everything, wearing myself down. but you know, my body has never been happier.

we bought scales yesterday and i weighed myself for the first time in ages. i was surprised, happily surprised.

i’ll catch up when i can. i promise.

little mercy.

March 27, 2006

I wish I could be pleasantly surprised when I got on a scale..

eve was framed

March 27, 2006

ryn: you havent lost me. im just on ice xx

I capture the castle

March 28, 2006

ah freckles! i’m happy for them to be mentioned in a poem. (i have many freckles). i’m happy to hear that all is well..the scales though. i’m never happy. (so i don’t use them) xo

this is war

March 28, 2006

much love, ;;

.exude

March 28, 2006

how I wish that I would be happy on a scale.

i begin.

March 28, 2006

i heart this.poetry of sin and skin and that last line.amazing.i’m glad that your body is happy.just don’t wear yourself out too much,dear.xxx

lingeringbutterfly

March 28, 2006

dangling from music the colour of lust beautiful line. I’m a new reader. I like your stuff.

black out.

March 28, 2006

liebe.

March 28, 2006

perspiring expiring like the timein the back of carsfoggy windows.oh, god yes.this will stay with me.you’re amazing.xo

timshel

March 28, 2006

I missed you!!Mayhap you’ll postyour stories???xo;

eucatastrophe.

March 28, 2006

today we were talking at the lunch table about how when we’re rich, we’re going to own a winter home in australia. about how we’re going to spend summer here and summer there and have a never-ending summer and never have to deal with snow again.i thought of you.laura

she's gorgeous

March 28, 2006

im glad your emptying yourself out. That leaves so much more room for other stuff. its refreshing. <3.

Luci

March 28, 2006

I wish I could be happy after steping off a scale.

SpectaKula

March 29, 2006

RYN: It was so good seeing you last night!! Also, yeah, I’m sure it will pass soon. Damn boys and their stupid sex drive that never seems to STOP. We made some progress last night so I think we’ll be back on track pretty soon. I guess it was just a dry spell – Haha, I really didn’t mean that pun either! Love ya xoxo