make me beautiful

1. i smell like nag champa incense. (it is the best incense in the world)

2. i have been listening to a perfect lie by the engine room (theme of nip/tuck) on repeat for the past four hours. it makes me feel something else other than heat.

3. i happened to meet the production manager of metro arts, the theatre/gallery that i have been desperate to get my photography in for months. he told me to email him and he will see what he can do. i adore that man.

4. i am restless. alone in the house day after day while the boy is at work and i want to wander around shopping centers and stare at pretty things that i cannot afford. but i do not want to do it alone.

5. the muse has run me dry again, but i think that maybe she is building up to something bigger than poetry. i do not know, but i can feel her shuffling around inside of me so i know she is still here, dormant.

6. i have fallen in love with my bone structure.

October Boy

1) I’d fall in love with such a pretty thing too. 2) The male actors on Nip/Tuck are gorgeous. 3) Hopefully the boy and you can spend more time together. 4) I want your Muse back. 5) I’m horny. 6) xox;

.exude

hope you’re doing well.xo

she's gorgeous

all very interesting.. i am restless too.

i seem to have spent most of my holidays wandering around shopping centres looking at those pretty and unaffordable things. personally, i prefer to do it alone, but some company is always nice. nag champa is definitely one of the best incenses ever. it is supposed to be very cleansing and refreshing, so hopefully some of it is reaching that muse of yours. xo;

Cafe de Reves

February 4, 2006

nag champa incense- love that stuff… my muse is gone too…

satan in furs

me and my body are arguing…

re:oh, don’t worry. I was being a drama queen last night.but I am really stressed about school, scholarship stuff, work, and other stuff.but hey, that’s my life! I’m good at burning the candle at both ends.hope you and the boy are doing well.xo

her future.

you make me smile, for the oddest of reasons.

eucatastrophe.

February 5, 2006

at least you still know your muse is there, somewhere; i’ve lost all faith in mine.when i have no faith in her, i begin to lose faith in myself. le sigh.imissyou