holding tightly on to grey dashboards

lets go to the drive in
raspy voice in cold air
his hair, raven feathered,
face weathered with lines
from too much time holding
tightly on to grey dashboards.

the tones from others voices
pumping through tattered
speakers, torn and broken
they crackle into
background noise.

my eyes are unfocused,
pupils dilated inflated
ego resting in the palm of
a left hand. i speak of
stars exploding, moons
rotating and im gravitating,
fading out

my voice falls through the
lines in his palms, the space
between each individual hair
and my tongue settles
and he makes a fist
with his left hand.

[god it feels good to write again. i finally got my hair cut and coloured today, it looks fab and i cannot wait to show the boy and etc. i will take pictures asap. i feel new, and it’s nice. xo;]

i begin.

July 5, 2005

thank you,dear.i love to feel new and nice.could you post a picture of your new wonderful hair here,i wonder.take care.

October Boy

Mmmm, this sounded so delicious. I was always a sucker for internal rhymes. , and yes yes, we expect pictures. 😉

she swore

<3<3. thank you. Notes like that make my day x’s 543785083

Toxic Waste

I desperately need my hair done. I’ve never been to a drive-in theatre simply because they don’t exist around here. I’d like too though.

disclaim[her]

ryn//if you do, let me know which ones. i would be more than honored. i have kerouac tattooed on me. e e cummings as well, and ungaretti. because they moved me.

anyday.

it’s always so refreshing reading your words. and ryn: yes, i’ll be glad to send a recording when it’s finished. much peace. -nolan

El Mauricio

good poemI like the raven feathered…face weathered lineand I expect to see your ‘wake me’ list very soon =0D

this is war

my voice falls through the lines in his palms, the space between each individual hair and my tongue settles and he makes a fist with his left hand.for this last stanza, you are perfect ;;

dynamic

your writing is always, always incredible.

Luci

I just got mine cut at the beginning of the month and it all ready needs it again.Hopefully Eric isn’t too tried after work so I can have him bleach my roots and possibly dye my hair.