underside of the world

1. i officially handed in my last two assignments for this semester yesterday, but the weight is still not off my shoulders.
2. the past two days have been spent continuously playing cards with my two housemates, and also monopoly.
3. random friends are coming up from the coast tonight, it shall make for an interesting time.
4. i have become the local tarot reader in this house, situated in the middle of the loungeroom floor with ashtrays, jittery legs and wide eyes. it was too much power.
5. my muse has run off with my sense of balance in this world, and i do not have the willpower to hunt them down right now.
6. i wish i had something beautiful to say, but something has broken
7. he always tells me he loves me when it is dark. i never see his eyes.
8. my bed is looking extremely comforting right now
9. i have found my truth.

Log in to write a note
June 21, 2005
June 21, 2005

and that truth is?

June 21, 2005

I hope he lets you see him in the light, soon.

June 21, 2005

I like this entry, because I can understand how its incomprehensibility must make perfect sense to you.

The truth is? I’ve missed you. -Sinless Silhouette

June 21, 2005

It was really great to see you on the weekend. I can’t believe I completely forgot to mention it in my entry! I can’t wait till you come down next, it feels like there was a lot said, but I still have so much more to tell you. Enjoy your holidays honey, you deserve them! xoxoxoxox

June 21, 2005

There’s no one here to blame, and no one to buy our innocence.

June 21, 2005

my bed looks really comfortable too.

June 22, 2005

I saw your address in the back of my agenda yesterday and thought of you- spooky. I wrote you the last letter and you never replied.. let me know how you are. I have a new address (moved with uni). xxx

i wish i had found mine.

June 24, 2005

I learned how to play chess.

June 24, 2005

i am the official fortune cards reader of the area.it’s a fun thing to be.take care.

June 24, 2005

miss you. xx. ;;

June 25, 2005

sorry for the hiatus.but i’m back.with pictures. check it out.much love,

June 27, 2005

beautiful words don’t make you beautiful… it’s your inner beauty that creates them, and that’s always there. xx

June 29, 2005

your truth is beauty, darling. i’ve missed you…xxxxx,

July 1, 2005