seems like we’re kicking back

Ignorance. Hobey.

i miss his hand tracing invisible lines on my thigh while i lay next to him in the dark under blankets given to him by my best friend and i miss hiding under that blanket against his chestwhen his grandpa would come downstairs to see if he was awake yet and i miss the taste of the inside of his lips.laura

I miss a time when things weren’t always this hard. xxx

i miss feeling loved.

i’ve listened to that song all day. and, not sleeping? one of the most remarkable experiences ever.

i miss family suppers where there was conversation, now we just eat in silence…….

i miss the girl i used to be….

i miss being confident in something in this world.being able to say”this is what will happen andi can bet on it for sure.”the rug keeps being yanked outand my face is sore fromlanding on the pavement so often.i miss not feeling that.love you always.

I miss Him. Even though I shouldnt. Such dirty thoughts. And he always called me a faery. Soft and silent kisses. Whispers of other worlds and new beginnings. He thought he needed to save me. But I loved him anyway.

there was a boy once who had my heartbut after 4 years i came to realizethat it wasn’t right anymore.& now he does his best to hurt mebut i won’t let him bring me down. i’ve missed you so much darling.i hope this love you speak ofmakes you happy beyond wordsbecause you deserve it all. let the world see you smile 🙂 xxxxx,

i miss seeing someone in the mirror who actually looks like me.

i miss my sam. big hole right there. BIG f.cking hole..

the fact that i cant make the people aroud me happier. like that boy i love.

I stumbled home after what seems like a year, and then I stumbled here. Its been so long- and i miss your letters.

As university semester one comes to an end I feel relieved only 2.5 years to go. Get some sleep, close those sleepy eyes. I miss the summer with its warmth keeping me in happy thoughts. Xoxox miss you,keep writing

i miss you, my kimmy. xx

I miss you and what we once shared.

i miss my innocence.xxx

I miss my Cody.

I miss living in London, I miss the person I was when I was in London, I miss Tony, I miss the way childhood was so less cynical than now, i miss the days when being with my friends didn’t feel forced and fake like it does for some reason now.

You’re wonderful. xoxo

i miss being able to feel this tiredwithout having to worry about the work i should be doingor the fact that i look terrible. enjoy your delerium while it lasts.it will be one of those surreal experiencesthat always end too soon<333

i miss being loved. i miss being happy. i miss myself. xxx;;

i miss my youth days…

and i never want him to see me the way i see myself.Right now there is no hole in my heart..there is no heart.Goodnight my love.

it sounds like he sees you just fine and wouldn’t change a thing… so no worries =) i miss rob. i miss knowing i could call him or see him anytime and he’d be happy to see me. i miss the time when i knew who i was. xoxo

i am attracted to other people’s misery but so are a lot of people

I miss you..

I miss my grandma and my dog.

i miss the time when there wasn’t a reason to feel nostalgic. i miss the time when i cared about something. i miss the time when i felt like someone loved me, i miss the time when i wasn’t so numb from the inside out. i miss who i could have been.;;

i miss feeling free. truely free and able to run and be wild. love you sweet. xx

him.

i miss myself. or the self that i used to be. now im just an empty shell.

um, *plane. heh.

take care of yourself darling. thank you for the comment. im flattered. there has only been a couple of times where i have inspired someone so much that they print my work. thank you. ;;

I miss being so blindingly naive (innocent) that I believe in absolutely everything. I miss happiness, real happiness, the kind that is so overwhelming I could cry. I miss being in love. I miss myself. ((Noelle))