Siiiiigh

Galadriel330: if you could do anything what would it be?
nhlks: let me think
Galadriel330: lol ok
nhlks: if i could do anything
nhlks: well theres one thing i can think of
Galadriel330: lol what is it?
nhlks: lol i cant tell you
nhlks: not bad though i promise
Galadriel330: lol cant tell me eh
nhlks: well i could
nhlks: but i dont really want to
Galadriel330: so how do i find out what it is?
nhlks: wait for me to tell you eventually
nhlks: or just get over it
nhlks: its like a problem i have lol
Galadriel330: ahh lol
nhlks: lol god that sounds bad
nhlks: its not like that
nhlks: its like being paranoid almost
nhlks: but its not a actual problem
Galadriel330: lol i think i know what your getting at
nhlks: just something i do that pisses me off
nhlks: like a bad habit kind of
Galadriel330: or maybe i dont im not sure lol
nhlks: lol dont worrie about it
Galadriel330: lol alright
nhlks: lol i figured out how to say it
nhlks: i worrie to much
Galadriel330: ahh
Galadriel330: well like
Galadriel330: about anything specific?
nhlks: yes lol
nhlks: but see if i could do anything
nhlks: i would stop myself from worrying about stuff
Galadriel330: ahh well thats understandable
nhlks: lol how about you
Galadriel330: hmm
Galadriel330: i have to think of how to put it too lol
Galadriel330: probably to be more forward at times
Galadriel330: because i do tend to hold back
nhlks: lol like when you feel like calling me an ass
Galadriel330: lmao no usually in different ways than that
nhlks: lol like what
nhlks: i think i might get what your saying
nhlks: so like what
Galadriel330: well what comes to mind is
Galadriel330: wanting to kiss you so badly today, and not doing anything about it
Galadriel330: lol see there i said it
nhlks: holy shit
nhlks: lol thats what i was talking about
nhlks: worrying about what you would do
Galadriel330: lol damn im glad thats what you meant
nhlks: lol thats what i thought you were talking about
nhlks: but i wasnt sure
nhlks: i didnt think that could be it lol
Galadriel330: lol took me awhile to actually get it out
nhlks: well at least you could
nhlks: i couldnt do it
Galadriel330: i had a feeling, so i forced myself lol
nhlks: thats why i said i cant tell you
Galadriel330: lol yeah glad i got that out
nhlks: me to
nhlks: i wanted to
nhlks: but i was worried if i did it might freak you out
Galadriel330: well, you dont have to worry about that lol
nhlks: lol its not the first time either
Galadriel330: yeah same here
nhlks: like i was worried to tell you i love you
nhlks: i thought you would freak out then to
Galadriel330: but you have no idea how good it felt when you finally did
nhlks: see thats what i was worried about
nhlks: if maybe it would have just freaked you out
Galadriel330: well it didnt at all lol
Galadriel330: made me feel a lot better than i have in a long time
nhlks: and while i am going on lol
nhlks: thats why i never asked you out before you did
nhlks: because i didnt know what you would think
nhlks: but i wanted to
Galadriel330: took me a long time to get brave enough to ask you
nhlks: well i feel alot better now
Galadriel330: me too
Galadriel330: now that we got all that out
nhlks: lol i was trying to
nhlks: well now i wont worrie about stuff like that anymore
Galadriel330: lol well
Galadriel330: we definitely need to hang out again before break ends
nhlks: good call

I just learned a huge lesson.

Just say it.

~Heidi~