it’s 3am

Hello , all

It is 3 am I was getting ready to go to sleep and my daughter woke me up cause she heard a noise and now I cannot sleep so I decided to get on and write an entry.

Do you ever look back on your marriage , on all the good things that have happened and the bad and wish youy could go back in time and erase all the fights all the times you and your partner were not getting along , I do I was thinking about things like that and I wish I could go back and change things from a time when I was working alot and I did not show my wife much emotions other than saying I love you and giving her a kiss , back in that time I did not tell her how beautiful she was and how much I love having her in my life .

about 3 years ago my wife told me how it upset her that I was not saying these things to her and I changed and I started to tell her how I felt about her but here it is 3 years later and I feel like she doesnt belive me when I say these things to her because of what happened in our past I truly wish she would let the past go and understand that I truly think she is beautiful and that I love her with all my heart .

rol