I love her – part 1

Hi all,

I am writing this entry to let everyone know that I love my wife Andrea ,

she is a wonderful wife and mother and I am really happy she is in my life and in my world and I truly belive she is my soul mate and partner in life .

my wife and I have been married for over eight years and during that time we had lost sight of how much we meant to each other  – we would see each other every day but we stopped showing each other the affection that we both needed and for a long time we never told each other how we felt about it till recently .

we talked about what was going on and I realized how much I needed to show her affection and I felt really bad that I had gone so long without doing so and now I show her affection everyday because I always want her to know how much she means to me and how much I love having her in my life .

another thing I am trying hard to do is not be so over protective of my wife , for a long time I tried to shelter her from the world because I was really worried she would get sick of me and want to leave me for someone else , she never did anything to make me feel this way but I have low self esteem and it made me think that this was going to happen .

as a result I did more harm than good in our relationship – it got so bad that she felt like I did not trust her at all and it pushed her away really bad – she told me many times that she felt like this and that I was pushing her away .

I didn’t understand how much I was ruining things between us – between my wife and my friend Jennifer I finally understood what I was doing and I have been working on changing my ways and not letting my self esteem get to me because I have alot of trust and faith in my wife and I know it’s going to take a long time for her to understand that I do trust her .

out of room – continued in next entry