I shouldnt

I shouldnt be sitting here watching we were soldiers…I know this movie all to well and how hard it makes me cry..hearing the screams always tears me up inside..just because tonight…they will be echoing in my dreams and for the next week I should be right there with them not like any of you would understand..

I should change the channel and watch something easy going like cops or some other stupid show not tearing my self up on this. but its hard to just flip the channel and act like this didnt happen..that we dont have boys over seas going through the same shit…but im not like the rest of those “i dont support the war so i dont support the soldier” pussies..who i would love to put in that same spot.. take those peace loving fucking hippies who want to run from it all and act like nothings happening. that right now a father of two is sitting in a hospital in germany wondering what happened to his leg…or a soldier in a humvee wondering when the ied is going to fucking blow them to their maker. FAUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUUAUUUUUUUCKKKKK

yea yea its their right america is about freedom blah fucking blah i know this BUT GUESS WHAT its also american to stand and fucking fight for what WE as a nation and as an individual believe in to protect those who cant protect themselves who gives a fuck if the president and the gov’t is in it for oil or some fucking agenda. Those boys did not sign up for the president they signed up because they were american and they were going to fight and defend the US.

Dont like that fact? disagree? go fuck yourself and the horse you rode in on. I know more about what being a fucking soldier means then what you assholes give me credit for and its not something you would understand unless you’ve been in war, unless you were in that fucking fox hole or in that humvee or that fob waiting for the next cowardly move by the enemy. fighting not for much else than to stay alive and for the man next to them…their brothers and friends.

fuck..why the hell am i not their..mother fucker…

this entry isn’t worth the damned signature…