The great day…*insert eye roll*

Woo..so yea today was fun..well most of it.. <.<"

We (hilary and I) planned this big sleep over cook out swimming day party thing..which was mostly fun till near the end..a fight between sisters being told that I wasn’t being clingy enough of course (like that is nothing new)and now sitting up alone bored to fucking hell because no one seems to get sleep overs = stay up all night and day to have fun, but i think the true meaning of it was lost on them..

any who time to catch people up on what has happened..tuesday I went to see my new sgt..that was a big let down..after being told they had my control number and that they would accept me even though they arent taking ged’s right now that I had to lose ANOTHER 10 lbs..mother fuckers..just as it seemed that shit was looking up ..which i mean it hasnt gone horribly wrong..it just really sucks and i am in a mood where i just wanna vent and blow shit out of proportion..because I can

I mean i’ve lost 14 lbs in 2 months thats not too shabby is it?…well I think not and in this diary, thats all that counts is me! got it?! good..I think its going to be a pissy day for me today..Looks like angel gets to come out and play..not even buddhist mantra’s are working on me to cool me down..which sucks..cause it usually does..

so yea..shoot meh it might make things easier for me..probably not..but it sounds fun at least..you know what..i need a punching bag or a shanai and pel or something so i can beat the shit out of things..because I cant say stuff because it will get blown out of proportion and ill look like the bad guy..which is nothing new..because i seem to be the “bad guy” more and more these days..I will probably put another short random up later..i have some stupid ball/gala thing tonight with hilary and her parents..big woop..

So i guess this is it for the night..if you’re new around here. Welcome to the world of Gareth De Lionourt. It’s twisted…kinda insane..but its home. You’re welcome to look around, say what you want…do what you want..just realize, I am not perfect..I am not like you..or any one you will ever meet in more ways than 1. I am just me..take me…leave me..love me..hate me..I dont care..probably never will.

~*Sweet Nightmares*~,

Gareth