truth be told its an update

boo….bs?it was once said by a great actor..that it cant rain all the time…but now that i think of it….he was wrong….cause when it rains it pours…oh boy does it pour.. and yea ..i know a few of you are like well whats going on ?? well..too much to actaully say..and i know the enough of you dont really care enough to wonder..so i wont waste the time…but i just figured i would make a point…it does always rain..all the time..and sme times you just cant expect but to get tired of being soaked..and wet…and cold and alone…and yea…well…i really dont come on here any more…lmao could it be after 3 years i am blown bored by od? i hope not i have a few good friends here..perfect world..sis…but yea… i dont know..im tired of being alone..and im tired of bull shit..i feel like dropping from the face of the earth…maybe takling about seeing a friend or 2 in ek or europe some time..i dont know any more…can some one just shoot me please? just once in the head would be nice you know? *sighs* thats it for now i guess