some not so common any more free hand writing

he sits there in the backround shrouded in shadows watching life play its cruel game watching tears fall and silent screams ringing out and yet all he think is of her. is he just a toy to her now..a back up? is he just another person she knows? his screams cant reach her ears shes just to far away and to encumbered with ….him… he was once her reason and now he just sit and wonder as the tears stream down his cheeks…every time he talk to her and he is reminded of him he can feel his heart tear into a million more peices. His soul screams out for comfort for a second chance…just one more chance to let all those broken promises come true..all those dreams..now shattered but yet life goes on as if nothings wrong..he cant always take her back or keep taking her beatings…his body once proud and strong is broken and shows no signs of what he once was…his mind reels as he feels the regret of it all…his knowing of making mistakes this time..and he knows his biggest one..going back to her…but he charishes his memories of holding her..long ago…life continues as his body lays lifeless and cold. he wispers to himself over and over again i loved you…and you betrayed me..

so if theres one thing that is common knowlegde among ppl..is that love REALLY fucing sucks…and bites donky bottom LOL (smile rose) anyways…all that can be said stuff happens but it works out weather good or bad no one knows but the gods…so sometimes no matter how muchit hurts you just gotta sit back deep breaths and smile when you can…of couse i would be saying that..and yet even i find it hard to do..no matter how many times i say that…anyways…what to say..i moved from erikas..i am now traveling..fun …i am currently staying in green ville sc…smll boring town lol…the nearest mall is like WWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY fars…according to my dear mall rat friends lol..so we sit around gaming..whilei try to find a job so i can keep monsy in the bank for emergency uses..anyways im gonna go now ttyl alls

now for the other

*gasp* ANothEr? HolY MoThEr Of ThE gOdS

J’at tant fait patience

Qu’a jamais j’oublie

Craintes et souffrances

aux cieux sont parties

et la soif malsaine

obscurcit mes veines

translation

I’ve been patient too long

My memory is dead

all fears and all wrongs

to the heavens have fled

while all my veins burst

with a sickly thirst

The vampire

Gareth