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the monster that is you

i hated being you secret, i hated being your lie, i hated having to hide, i wondered why you said i love you all those times, i hated bbeing the shadow i hated being used, my picture on your wall my body tossed away like an old doll are you happy with the new notch in your belt happy with my pain? do you laugh whe you know i cry? never ending regret for my love to you never ending regret for my i love you’s. memories shoved away of me and you soon to be forgotten like the bear in your corner net. still i will always love you and i will never forget the paing the heaart break the lies and the many trimes i died the ring you gave me on my finders as the pain still lingers no cheap plays on love or waste of words just the final adue from my broken bloody body to the monster that is you

so yea did the fashion show…ugh..i wanted to kill the two ppl who decided to voulingere me..lol love one of them anywasys the other i just met…i wore a dress shirt with a tie black tight jeans and of course NEW black leather steel toed boots..go figure right i had to keep the gothic in my represented…i stood there in the middle of the store for about 45 mins dressed up having shannon grabme every time i walked away becuase i was getting tired of being all dressed up..I HATE IT lol but i did it as a favor for a friend. lol and she owes me..owe owe ow and yea i just asked her what would happen to the pics ansd she said they had to go to distric and i sat there for a second and was like if they blow them up and put them up for like pictures in the stores you are SO GONNA OWE ME and mom walked out like wondering why i had gotten all loud…but yea <..> but yea wow this is like a long entry …oaky by bybybybybybybybyb

Gareth