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I got a deal on internet cable, cable and phone with free long distance..all from Time Warner Cable..for 99.99 a month..my phone bill use to be 110.00 a month..so I really got a good deal and all on one bill.

I’m not going to be able to make the minimum payments on the credit cards…not sure what to tell them..can’t even afford to go through bankruptcy.

Cable guys were assholes today…young and rude…the roadrunner guy was cool though…got notified that mom’s last check that is direct deposited was sent back..I used it to pay off the bills..they said no overdrafts have occurred yet…I am hoping that means there won’t be any.

Life sucks doesn’t it?….Sela is helping me…not going to say publically how..but she is generous and kind…not sure what I did to deserve her in my life.

I went to the therapist..he said I am doing as well as can be expected and thinks I am still somewhat in shock…my brain is tired…comprehensive skills are not so great but I am functioning.

Being alone sucks…I want to do something with my life I just don’t know what yet…a husband would be nice.

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My goal in life…is to be the kind of person my pets think I am.

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June 15, 2005

Don’t push yourself too hard. It takes a while to get back to even semi normal! {hugs}

June 15, 2005

I agree with Sunshine, it will take a while. And you can file for bankruptcy, you can make payments on the filing fees. Call a few attorney’s and find out. Make sure the initial consultation is free!

I’m glad you got a good deal, and Sela helped you. I hope you can find a good job. A husband isn’t always a good idea.

June 21, 2005

Hope things start going better for you soon.

Still thinking of you and praying for you, Ruthie. I just wish there were more that I could do. I’m so very proud of the way you’re handling all of this, and I know that you will get through this incredibly rough period of your life. You’re still a winner in my book!! Take it as easy as you can, okay? much love from janie (and Mom)