False Hope

People I know really well read this..and this is one I would ask they not…I am not trying to offend anyone..I just need to vent…and those who come here from survivors hope…this may be one you want to avoid too.

For some time I have been given hope that if anything happens to mom that my animals would be okay..various friends said they would help..now that it may actually happen everyone has backed out…no one wants them now…my advice to all is to never say something you don’t mean..false hope is cruel and the worst kind of added stress you can do to a person at an already difficult time.

When it comes down to it…if that time came that I had to give them up..I will honestly go out to the woods and shoot myself in the head first anyway…that would be God’s will…if he takes mom…that must be what he wants…I can’t be here to see the animals go…they have been through way too much…I’d blow the house up with all of us in it but the neighbors houses are way too close.

This is my vent…no remarks are neccessary.

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May 9, 2005

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May 9, 2005
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I understand that feeling. I hate false hopes too. That’s why I hate it when people say something, then add “not” to it. Either way, it’s bad. If you say something bad, then add “not,” you scare the person at first, and scaring someone is not right (even for a second). If you say something good, then add “not,” then you give the person false hope that shatters and causes disappointment.

I think people did that “not” thing so they can lie, play more mind games, and get away with it. You have just given me some ideas for more OD entries. I’ll probably write entries complaining about sarcasm, false hope, and that “not” thing. I hope your mom gets better, and that you can keep the house and animals. I really do not want you gone.