Here I am….

I know I haven’t been writing a decent entry in a long time and I will do so now… at least give you a couple of updates as to what has been going on.

Ok… well first of all as you know there is Massimiliano… beautiful Massi. It’s been going well. I mean we had that crisis a while back but since we talked about it we both feel more relaxed about each other and the situation and he really opens up to me more and all. Right now it’s a bit difficult because I am very stressed as I am moving on the 20th of November and the car I was meant to get is not available now and now I have to run around and find a car rental company that has an affordable commercial car available and it’s all stressing me out. I just like to have things nice and planned out and right now I feel like it’s all last minute and that really is making me nervous and I don’t like that. So yesterday Massi picked up on how stressed I was but he couldn’t place it. As in why I was so "different" I suppose. And first I thought there was something wrong with ME and I got upset cos I immediately go into panic mode and then he walked me to the bus and we talked about it and it was really great. Cos he then said that he thought it was HIM and that I was angry with him or something…. it’s mad how we are so similar in that way…. he’s such a sweet guy as well… very mature as he is really able to talk about these things… I really want to show him more appreciation for that side of him cos I really value it…

So… yeah as I said I am moving on Saturday the 20th of NOvember. I am off tomorrow and on Friday to pack and on Friday night I am getting my keys but unfortunately I cannot move this weekend as I have my course (Life and Business Coaching remember) so I need to wait until next weekend. But that’s ok. It will fly by.

So yeah I had my first session with a professional coach on Monday. His name is TT (I think it’s   Tawenga… or something… ) and he is simply amazing. Great presence and charisma. I really feel well talking to him. He got me to look at situations in a more calm and collected manner and I feel that we will have some great sessions together.

Yesterday then I had my first two Pro Bonos. They were really really good. Especsially as it was the first time for me to do something like this. The first session with a lady went well and I was quite pleased with it. The second session was with a business man and at first I felt like: Oh my God he’s never going to respect me etc etc. But when he left that night he said to me that I inspire confidence and he really enjoyed the session…. that was the biggest compliment ever… and it made me feel really great.

Tonight I have Peer Group with Liz and Daphne to practise a bit and then on Friday I am picking up the keys at 5pm, meet Massi around 6pm, go for something to eat in Govindas (lovely Vegetarian Krishna run restaurant) and then we’ll probably go back to his place. Saturday I have my course, in the evening i’ll go back to massi’s and on sunday i have my course as well….

Next monday and tuesday I will have Pro Bono coaching. So… busy times as you can see… but also really exciting…