Short Update

Ok… just a quick update. I’ll write a proper entry once I am all "back to normal"… cos if I think too much about the "Ferdi-thing" i will just be sad and upset again.

so..

1. Ferdi is ignoring me. I sent him a really sweet text on Friday = ignored; sent him a "I hope you had a nice weekend" text on Sunday evening = ignored. then I was actually fed up with the kindergarten and wrote something like: "Please don’t ignore me. We’re bigger people than this aren’t we? 🙂 " – ignored. Forwarded him a few mails (maybe two or three or so) during the week about few things i was annoyed with in work – ignored. So… not sure why he’s doing that… but after talking to lots of mates I have decided to just not contact him anymore and just move on with my life… I really think it’s ridiculously childish of him to not "deal" with this… but what can I do? I am not going to run after him or force him to talk to me. I am just confused… how and where did we go so wrong ey?!?!? You read my previous entries and you know how in love he was with me… so… erm… weird… but anyway… Nadine is moving on with her life. And after me the floods as we say in germany…

2. I am going to attend an Open Evening on Tuesday night. It’s for a course on Naturopathy and Acupuncture. i just wanna have a look and see… maybe it’s something. I mean I have wanted to do Acupuncture for a reeeeally long time. There’s a few potential challenges though… a) it’s gonna cost a fortune I am sure… b) it’s quite far from my place so i need to see when the classes would be on and c) it’s a 5 years course if done part time. so… yeah… we’ll see. But I think going there and just having a snoop around can’t do any harm. 🙂

That’s it for now! Love and miss you guys.