friday night

 some dudes from work had been begging me to come over for some time and I finely broke down and went over and things got stupid. I tried something I had never really done before. the first 10 minutes I was fairly sure I was dying. once that part of my life was open I could see game, as in game between a man and a women, time would stop and my mind would become a dvd menu, I could see why each person were saying what they were saying it was kind of weird but what an eye opening experience that went on for at least an hour I just wish there were more people around so I could see what was happening. and the one girl that was there talked about her cello at least 15 times and all I could think was "really we’re going to talk about your fucking cello again". this same girl is engaged to some dude and I just assumed they liked each other since they were engaged but I guess I was wrong she was bad mouthing the guy the whole time she was there about how much of a ass hole douchebag he was, that caught me completely off guard. as the night went on things just got odder, at one point I thought I was in control of time I was past present and future, but the thing that through me off about that was there were two other channels one to the left and one to the right apposed to past behind me and future in front of me. at another point I felt like someone had hit a burning log with something and created embers which filled the room and each ember was a piece of undiscovered knowledge, and it was as thick as walking through strawberry jam, I was totally immersed in knowledge. then we all went outside to play beer pong and I felt like I had led weights on my feet, and I was also the king of beer pong and humor. ol girl ended up doing a rerack for us and she made it in the shape of a dick and I hit the "nut" per say and I said look its lance armstrong, which I thought was hilarious. as we were standing there weird shit started happening I kept having these little rolling black outs like I was on my feet but everything around me was turning into something else and then I would snap out of it to play beer pong, some other time during the game ol girl was talking and I had a flash back from cincy I saw the bridge and paul brown that got weird for a second. we ended up going back in the house and one of the dudes and the girl ended up passing out on each side of me and I looked at the other guy and said "wft, rookies lol lol lol" oh and by the way the indian almost completely stopped, for anyone that doesn’t know when I’m completely fucked up the indian from preditor shows up for my laugh its like (ha……..ha……….ha………ha) well that night it was like (ha…………………………………………Ha……………………………………Ha………………………………..Ha) he slowed down. on a side note this time I saw a burning lotus.

well as quickly as it had started it ended it felt like someone had turned a light switch off and the world was back to normal speed. not my thing but very interesting none the less.