What if something stood in your way?

 what would you do if maybe the only thing in your life that ever really meant anything at all was blocked by something? I guess if it was easy it wouldn’t be worth doing, but when it’s make or break it’s easier said than done. I just don’t know how much more I can handle, I don’t like to spin my wheels and that’s what I’m being forced to do. I’ve just never been so sure of something in all my life, and the fact that it might not turn out the way my mind says it should scares the hell out of me.