So far!

Well so far seems I have been able to hold bak from getting Ellies number bak.. Dont know why I really stoped messaging her.. But I guess one thing is she hasn’t messaged me.. So maybe it is good I stayed away…
I’ve been so close to messaging her today.. Its getting closer to a week that i havn’t…
She is so kewl tho… Sucks that I have to stop myself from talking to such an exciting person.
But I guess also I really meant nothink to her considering I havn’t heard from her aswell…
Neways I hate going into this stuff to long.. It starts to get at me…