“I mourn for those who never knew you”

Yeah… today pretty much sucks. It has been a whole year since my grandma died and I still cry about it. So today wasn’t easy by far. I will never be able deal with this… it just gets so frustrating when something can’t get off your mind.

On a good note Nick and I will be together for a whole year on Saturday. After the whole Ben thing went to hell I didn’t think I could possibly be so lucky to find someone that loved me. When we started dating it was kind of a whirlwind thing…. I didn’t think we would really last long at all but obviously I was quite wrong. Which is a good thing.

Nick’s moving into his new place most likely in Febuary…. I CAN’T WAIT! It’s going to be nice having somewhere to go besides my house. Also since he is moving into a house with his sister I won’t have to worry about some bitch moving in on my territory. Not only that but it gives me more motive to go to LSSU next fall because he won’t have an apartment of his own so I won’t want to live there and go to NMC.

In exactly a week I will be 18 and I’m pretty much excited. I’m going to take the day off school and my mom and me are heading up to Traverse. I’m going to get my hair cut and go shopping and such. Quite exciting I know… Well I am kinda excited… lord knows my mom is going to get cranky and end up getting bitchy and it will be ruined by the end of the day… I’m hoping that this won’t go down but ya never know with this women.

I’m graduating this upcoming May… EXCITING!!!!!! Everything will go perfect and I will be done with this hell hole for good!!! YAY!!!!!!!! So yup…. thats about all for that….

Take my exams tomorrow…. thats not too exciting but its not that bad of a thing either. I’ve pretty much got the anatomy part down… Well I have the identification down but not the questions… and yeah US history will be easy but it isn’t really that hard to screw up. Not only that but I get to miss CTC tomorrow… SCORE!!!

Yup… today wasn’t the best day ever but life could be worse and I try and be thankful for what I have.