Self harm, worries, school, and what nots. (edit)

Perfect nightmare by Shontelle

For starters, i’m not doing the challenge thing today.

So basically for the past few days i’ve been having troubles with my bestfriend.
She’s doing something i don’t approve of.. and could potentially hurt her if she keeps doing it. I warned her, she chose not to listen. I’m going to leave it at that. Bleh.

On monday, a rather strange and unfamiliar guy walked into my art class and sat down beside me. He didn’t talk at all.
He was super tall. And super skinny. Dressed in all black. He had short sleeves on.
Now i’m not a creeper, i just happened to look over: but i saw so many cuts , scars, and burns on the guy’s arms.
I’ve actually never seen someone who had cuts. I know people that used to do it .. but they hide it now.
Just seeing it made my heart clench a bit. It kind of hurts me to see other people hurt themselves.
I just don’t understand why people do it.. and i wish i could help them. I wanted to, so badly, ask if he was okay.
But i figured that would be pretty weird.. i mean, i’d be pretty weirded out if a stranger talked to me and asked if i was doing okay.
So i chose not to say anything. And later told a friend about it. My friends responds by telling me "But what if he hurts himself more? And what if just asking helps? What if he hurts himself more because no one cares? You can help him pheebs".
This kind of made me pretty damn determined to make sure this kid’s okay. Maybe i sound like a creeper right now.. since i don’t even know the poor guy. I’ll try my best to talk to this kid. It just bothers me so much when i see people hurt themselves. Gahh…

I’m incredibly tired. School is wearing me out. By the time my last class comes around, i’m already mentally away. Not there anymore.
I cannot wait for the weekend. Hello three day weekend ! 
So apparently i’m going to some aquarium on Tuesday.. as a biology trip thing. Sounds kinda dumb to be honest.
Dance is intense! I’m so tired and sore everywhere. Even sitting hurts. Now i know this doesn’t actually make sense but in my world it makes complete sense: I think i broke my butt muscle :D. It hurts. So much. My hamstrings hurt. My ankles hurt. Everything. I’ve got a lump on my knees from bruising. Gosh.

Neil’s been studying a lot lately. He’s got exams soon. And i’m honestly really worried.
Love, if you’re reading this, take a break okay? Don’t over work yourself because i know you’ll do wonderful.
Take care, i love you.

I’m too lazy to write more. Catch you all later.
Bonne nuit.

Also, i’m doing this drawing of a rose in Art class.
I thought i’d post it everyday (hopefully) and show you guys the work in progress :D.

That took about 30 minutes. Coloured with oil pastels (: