Beauty & The beast

So i have nothing to say for today.
After this survey, i’m off to watch beauty and the beast (: 
Goodnight all ,
I love you Neil ,
Pheebs.

Do people think you’re happy? The people i know, I think im the absolute happiest person alive and that i have the most perfect life. But reality is, i’m not. I’m just grateful for the things I have and the people i love.

Are you happy? At the moment, not really. But he’ll cheer me up tomorrow without trying, as usual. (:

What band would you stand in line for 24 hours to see? None of them.

If you were in a band, which role would you be? (ex. hot lead singer): If i had the skills to, maybe i’d sing.

Who do you love most in the whole world? Neil.

What was your worst childhood experience? Let’s not go there.

Would you ever consider prostitution as an occupation? No. I have more self pride.

Do you dance and sing at the top of your lungs when no one’s around? Yeah. I do this even when i know people are watching haha.

Do you like rainy days? Not really. Makes me grumpy in the morning.

You can trade another person’s emotions for your own. Whose do you take? I’m fine with my own.

Name the stupidest person you know. …Trying to answer this question will only cause a self debate.

What’s your normal state of mind? Optimistic.

What’s your perfect date? Something that will plant a good memory in my head. But to be honest, anywhere , doing anything, would be great with him.

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood. Which do you take? The one.. on the right.. ?

Are you stubborn? Yup.

If you could relive one year of your life, which would it be? Maybe when I was 5.

Are your friends your shield or do you need a shield against your friends? Nope. They pile their shit on me, and expect me to take care of it.

Do you often let people down? I try not to, but i do.

What makes your heart beat faster? Love.

Have you ever felt invisible to those around you? If so, when? Yeah. And well, there’s been many times.

Are you a one night stand or serious relationship type person? Serious serious serious.

What was/is going to be your first waltz at your wedding? I have no idea…

When it’s not summer, what do you miss most about it? The summer sun. The warmth.

Do you consider yourself patriotic? Ehh. Not really.

How much do you care about your family? I care a good amount.

What is the one thing that you need to do to die happy? To have lived a life , to remember.

Do you consider yourself mainstream? This.. is debatable.

What’s the riskiest thing you’ve ever done? Drop everything and do a dance audition.. which worked out quite well.(:

Do you go with the flow or do your own thing? Normally, my own thing.

What is life’s greatest mystery? Death?

Who loves you? Neil, friends, family …

What was your favorite make-believe game as a kid? I had loads.

Do you often degrade people without knowing it? Mm.. no.

Do you try your best at everything? Only for the things I care about.

What’s your standard excuse for not doing something? I don’t have one.

If it were you against the world, who would be on your side? Neil + My bestfriends.

Name the most beautiful person you know. Everyone is beautiful.

Have you ever been to jail? Nope.

To court? Nope.

What is one moment you wish you could have taken a picture of? Looooads.

Have you ever taken clothes out of the lost and found and worn them? No.

What place holds the most memories for you? Heart. (:

What are you waiting for? December 2nd.

Do you wear makeup? When i absolutely look horrible, OR if i have a show.

What is the greatest and best song in the world? Depends on my mood.

What’s the best trip you’ve ever been on? BCDC trip to Calgary/Banff.

Have you been suckerpunched? Eh ?

What do you think the earth will look like in 1000 years? Humans might not exist .

What kind of car do you own? Batmobile.

Who is your favorite band? No fave.
Who makes you happy to be around? Neil+Friends.

What song is your ‘anthem’? Uhh.
What’s your favorite video game? I used to love crash bandicot ..

What secret have you tried to hide but it got out anyway? None, i’m good at keeping my mouth shut. But I tell people i trust.

Who’s your celebrity crush? None.

What do you do on rainy afternoons? Listen to music, talk to people.

If you were to die right now, what would you want your last words to be? I love you.

What languages do you speak? English, Cantonese, Mandarin, and a bit of french.

Who/what is your everything? Neil.

How many people have you turned down when they asked you out? Quite a bunch.

What is your reason for living? To love him ..

What are the bourgeoise? Woman belonging to the middle class.

How many ex’s do you have? 2?

Have you ever taken back a gift you’ve given someone? Nope.

Are you racist? No.

Are you a virgin? Yop.

How many times have you been so drunk you’ve passed out? Never, i don’t drink.

What are you the best at? Being myself.

What’s your ‘label’? (ex. punk, prep): Nothing labels me. Hah.

Do you believe in an afterlife? What is it like? Maybe..

Do you swear? Yeah.

How much? Too much.

What’s the biggest lie you’ve ever told and got away with? I don’t know.

Have you ever had food poisoning? Yup.

Do you believe in life in outer space? Sure.

What is the one thing that would make everything in your life fall apart? Losing him. I’d be done.

What’s your worst habit? Over thinking/worrying.

What takes your breath away? Genuine happiness.

If you were famous, would you have a stage name? Eh.

Do you get into fights often? I argue a lot..

If you could kill anyone and get away with it, who would you kill? I couldn’t hurt anyone intentionally.

Are you patient? Not at all.

Who is your soul mate? Neil, lol.

If you could run away to somewhere, where would you run to? If i could run on water, i’d run to newzealand.

Are you a good dancer? I guess so.

Who do you miss? Neil, LOL.

What fact of life would you rather not know about? Not everyone is who they say they are.

Do you like snakes? Not particularly..

Would you let someone go if you knew it was best for them? It would kill me to.. but i’d have to.

Do you gossip? Haha..

Do you like to party? Nope. Not big on parties.

What religion are you? —

Who do you wish would walk off the face of the earth? No one.

Who was your first best friend? Jessica.

Are you still friends? We never talk anymore.