A week without this…or too much to bear?

Short entry. I’m going to work…its alright so far except the owner may or may not hate me. And I can sense disillusionment on the horizon, but that’s okay. It’s work, and Robin is an awesome manager, plus she likes me. Lunch shift today, then who knows until after next week?

Beach tonight…I need to get the hell out of this place. And spending time with the people who I need to be wih during the week. Then back on Sunday to resume the grind. Man I need a vacation.

I’ll update more thoroughly on Monday or Tuesday when I get back.

ryn: yeah. hopefully the whole thing works itself out. Dan wants me not to totally rule him out and says he’s changing and a lot of the things I thought were an issue he claims arent. he says he doesn’t want the sex I thought (or doesnt need it rather) and I said all my friends drnk and hes not okay being around it and now he says he would be. But theres still the ryan thing. I’m leery since he’s

been with like four girls since he and his ex broke up (but he’s single so he can do what he wants), so I’m not sure. I’m just gonna ride it out for awhile. I’m ok with where I’m at for now so. We’ll see. I dont think I’d want to do too much w/ ryan without it being anything (& theres complications if it was) and I certainly dont want to do anything with dan w/out it being anything. so. we’ll see(

I agree though it was cool to meet erin and we’ll see how that goes (and I’ve said that like three times already). all his friends seem to like me & theres been indication that hes been thinking about me but then he hasnt said anything to me. eh. I try to believe evertthing happens for a reason and somehow it’s all gonna work out as it should whatever that is