life without a drink

*Sigh*

My weekend is over and I haven’t even been able to enjoy it.  Weekends suck.  Now I have to get ready for Monday makking Sunday my Pre-Monday which means that it isn’t a weekend day at all.  Calendars lie.

Right now my mind is going over everything that needs to get done today, this week, this month, this year.
I need to do laundry. clean the bedroom. check the plants. watch one of the new movies. look at the bills that still need to be paid. Pack for Alaska (2 weeks away).  Get into Sierra College so that I can take the critical thinking class that I have to take before Sac State will let me in.  Finish my degree which would have been finished this year.  Get Alaric to take a class or two.  Find a way to get the job that will be opening up at the company that I am temping for.  Thinking about how different things will be if I don’t get the job and have to go on to a different temp job.  How I’ll miss some of the people in the company.  How the company sucks in the products that they make.  The bedding needs to be washed.  The den/office needs to be cleaned but there isn’t any point to it since it will be dirty again in less than one hour.  That I want to DO something but can’t because we don’t have the money.  Thinking about money.  Money sucks.  Dinner.  Monday.  Thinking about all this and then yelling ARG!!!! in my head.  I’m bored and boring.  I don’t feel any better.

So that is what is going on.  I’ll do everything today then go to sleep to start the madness all over again.  I thought life was suppose to be a little more fun. 😛
Aside from all of that I am trying to figure out what to do for my parents’ 25th Wedding Anniversary.  My parents have never been big on thier anniversary, my oldest sister is the one that reminds them of the date each year then each go "oh crap" and go out and by a card for each other 😛  I want to do something special.  I’ve been in a creative mood for awhile now.  Although it costs more, I like to make gifts that will mean something to the person that is getting it.  I like to put thought into everything.  So instead of giving someone a g.c. I want to get a backet, tote, or overnight bag and fill it with items that I know will mean something to that person. 
So for my parents I wanted to get items that each one would like, add a g.c for a bookstore since they both read all the time, I would get a silver picture frame and my sister and I thought that we would get a family picture taken while I was up there this summer.  We haven’t had a picture taken since I was four.  I would then wrap items in either silver giftwrap or else in tin foil 😛  I want to do something fun and special for them..  My sister has let her creative spark die and so it is up to me to figure things out.  My grandma and oldest sister have set me to the task so I will come through with something that will hopefully be great.  I’ll even make a picnic dinner for the family and take them and Alaric up to Hatcher Pass for a mountain picninc.  Sounds good to me.

Just so that everyone knows…SACRAMENTO IS TOO HOT!  But at least I can feel pounds melting off 😛

Time to start some cleaning, maybe watch THE DEAD POETS SOCIETY while I clean so that there is one less unwatched movie in the apartment. (I feel bad when I buy one that I want but don’t watch it.  I just haven’t been in the semi-somber mood to watch it)  not even noon, I’ll get everything finished that I need to get finished.