I had better just not say anything

So things are busy here.  Nothing too much but wedding details, money, work, sleep, and stress type junk.

I’m a little dumbfounded at some things from people that I know.  My boss is an idiot a lot of the time, he makes more mistakes than Heather and I can fix at times, and he lies about what he actually gets done during the day.  Aside from that I am working as many hours as I can, not for the joy of it, but because I need the money badly, like really bad.  It’s a part of growing up, of taking care of yourself, of being more than just a hinderence.  I could do the stereotypical idea of people my age, just not having to worry about things and getting to do whatever they want to do but you know what, that is pure and utter crap.
I don’t want to depend on mommy and daddy paying for everything that I want or need.  I like to work, I just would actually like to have more than my 1 day off.  I like knowing that I am able to take care of myself but it’s hard, it’s something that you have to get used to and deal with.

My boyfriend kinda bothered me with something he said about wanting to be able to just take off and drive across country.  We can’t do that no matter what, at the best we have two days off, depending on what job I get, we might not even have the same days off.  I don’t see where that is allowed to be blamed on my wanting to have a dog.(the whole thing that started this.)  I told him at the beginning why I wanted a dog.  I don’t really care for cats because they are their own selves and do what they want.  Well I want something that will want to spend time with me, want to cuddle with me and go with me where ever I go.  I don’t like the fact that it wasn’t taken into consideration that we have a lot of neighbors, someone can very easily take the dog if for some reason we can’t.  I know that at times it will be hard but you know what, it’s something that I want because I know that there will be many times that my boyfriend will ignore me and I hate sitting alone by myself when he is playing some game or going over forums.  I dislike the fact that I get annoyed with him and at times even angry because I was either alone or working the whole day, come home and make dinner for him while he sits there and does that.  I know he likes his computer time and that’s cool, but I want more relationship time than computer time.

Who knows, maybe since it’s making him so unhappy I will leave my puppy here but I’ll be unhappy and depending on how things go I might have her sent to me or I’ll get another one.  One thing that is causing a problem is that he wants to be able to have his other cat.  If it comes to it, there will be only one animal in the apartment, I’m not having two cats, I don’t like them that much.  We’ll just have to talk about it later.

I need to go do something, I’m not in the best talking mood right now.  Later.