the memphis blues again.

In the past 36 hours i have:

crashed a car into a big rock (with only minor injuries…thank goodness)
lost my job
smoked pot
set off fireworks in a public place at 2 am
thought about playing guitar
played video games instead
done 80 sit ups in total
done 50 push ups in total
missed a seeing a good friend/concert.

sort of going through one of those weird stages where you feel a bit adrift.
nothing’s really going very well.
so all one can do is wait for things to start going well again.
i find its best not to be proactive in times like these.
the fates HATE proactive people.
so just wait it out.
it’ll pass.
all things must.

-jav