no drama for me, plz and ty

I know it’s not often that I write anything about my religious beliefs or political stance, and there’s good reason for that, so not to worry, there won’t be a repeat of the previous entry anytime soon.

Classes start tomorrow! yippeee! It really is sad how much that excites me.

Mike talked to me again yesterday. That is, if you can call it talking. Basically more just stirring up drama. Telling me I was being distant (just because I didn’t have anything to say to him–umm newsflash, I’m really bad at holding conversations unless a specific topic is already underway, which I’ve told him numerous times, but he still takes it personally). Blaming Sarah (a mutual friend–well ex-friend of his) for our problems. The thing that pissed me off the most, though was when he said, “Maybe one day your bullshit will run out and your excuses will dry up.” I swear, as I live and breathe I have not once been dishonest with him. I have never lied to him. I have avoided telling him the whole truth because I knew his reaction would be similar to this, but I have never lied. I finally couldn’t take it anymore, and I said to him, “It’s exactly this behavior that makes me not want to even be friends with you, let alone anything else. Don’t contact me again. Have a nice life.” And I blocked him again. Hopefully he won’t try to call me–the only reason I still have his number in my phone is so that I can ignore it if he does try to call.

Seriously, I’ve managed to get through the last 20 years of my life without having major drama/fights with friends (the last drama-causer that I can think of was pretty much eliminated from my life 4 years ago). I hate “girl-fights” as I call them, and I don’t do drama, and people who bring drama around can pretty much count themselves out of my circle of friends. I have an amazing circle of friends from high school, and a pretty good one here at college. It never hurts to have more friends, but I don’t need ones that are going to be more of a pain in the neck than a true friend.

Speaking of pains in the neck. My neck really hurts. In a different place than it hurt the other day. And moreso. Maybe it’s something with how I’m sleeping. Dorm beds are fo-shizzle not the best for… well anything. It feels stiff, like I need to crack it, but I can’t lean my head back far enough to crack it without tears coming to my eyes. And if I turn my head far enough to the left side (my left, not yours), it sends a shooting pain all the way down through my collar bone in the front and my shoulderblade in the back. 🙁 *cries* the right side is fine though. I don’t get it. And I don’t know how much/if the Mineral Ice is helping. I want a hot epsom salt bath, but my bathtub doesn’t have a plug. Nor do I have epsom salts. Oh details. Bah.

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