gawd i’m sorry okays?? sheesh

*Sigh* I know… I should have updated *ages* ago. And I haven’t really been keeping up with all of you. Since all the kids that worked the day shift during the summer went back to school, I’ve been working just about full time at the grocery store. And *gasp!* I am now going to be trained as a customer service representative too, so I might even end up working *over*time… not sure yet how I feel about that. Money = good… lack of time to self = bad… but I digress.

Today a lady came in my line. She bought diapers, a teething ring, and a couple of baby rattles. “I’m gonna be a grandmom in February,” she said, with the biggest smile in the world on her face. I just sort of smiled back at her. But I thought to myself, February’s a ways off… wouldn’t it suck if she [the pregnant one–either her daughter or daughter-in-law, I guessed] lost the baby?… Isn’t that an awful thing to think?? How on earth could that be the first thing on my mind? Awful… simply awful… and that was at about 11 this morning… I still can’t get it out of my head. I mentioned it to a friend of mine and he said maybe it was a premonition… *sigh* I hope not…

In other news… I have a date on Saturday? *blinks* I’ll keep you posted. Already I find myself comparing *every* guy I meet to Jim. He’s not this enough, or he’s not that enough… I need to get out of that, I think.

Soon to come: A mini-rant on the general stupidity of supermarket shoppers. Yes, that includes you, if you shop at a grocery store/supermarket.