i’m all alone…

“i’m all alone
theres no one here beside me
my problems have all gone
there’s no one to deride me
but ya gotta have friends..”
~Donkey, “Shrek”

i just got really homesick all of a sudden a few minutes ago… i mean, i’ve been homesick on and off since i got here, but never have i had such a sudden mood swing… i just got in and was checkin ppl’s away messages, and it seems like everybody went home this weekend…so first of all i’m immensely jealous of them all… and my baby sister’s birthday is tomorrow, so i’m upset that i can’t be home for that… and next weekend is a 3-day weekend *here*, so like everybody here is goin home next weekend, except for me, because i have no way to get there… and i’m trying as hard as i can to enjoy college life here, and believe it or not, i really *am* … its just that while i’m enjoying it, i don’t have any time to write about it, and when i sit down to rest, and think, and then write—well by that time i’m all depressed and homesick again… *sigh* its 3 am… i have no good reason to still be awake.. ‘night all

peace,
jen

PS hopefully more happy entries to follow…