it went well

im sitting here in B’s house checkin email and all that.  we told lilman this morning about B not being his biological father.  he took it very well.  his lip kind of quivered a bit and his eyes got misty for a second or 2  and then he was fine.  he didnt have any questions but im sure they will come in time. 

Kam asked me to marry him.  i havent answered yet

b and g seem to be doing fine.  lilman  may spend the school year with them this year.  itll depend on if i can find a 2bdr that i can afford before school starts again.

it feels odd to be in B’s house and see some of my  things mixed in with thiers.  well not  realy my things   but things that used to be ours  that are now thiers.  im sitting here looking at my favorit insence  burner atm.  i may ask him  how attached he is to it.  cause i really liked that one.   we had 1 shakey moment when he made a comment about me sending him money  if he keeps lilman and i just jokeingly said  sure when you send back payments on allimony and childsupport and he claimed to have sent money and well the convo  went a little wobbly after that  but its all good. 

its actually been nice seeing him again.  i can see that little spark of jelousy  in g’s eye when the conversation turns to things that happened in our past but shell get over that i think.

ah well its time for dinner so im gonna jet.

things are well