first date

OMG OMG OMG my baby is going on his first date tonight!!!

its just a halloween dance at school but still!! *sigh* i guess its time to admit hes not a baby anymore… do i really have too though?

the girl hes meeting there asked him.. the brazen hussy! LOL

i guess its time to give him the birds and the bee’s talk.. i told him to make sure to be nice to her and to dance with her even if he didnt want to and to keep his hands to himself!!! he blushed and giggled… im not sure if thats a good sign or a bad sign ??

i stopped at the Hertz dealership on the way home…. no new car for me.. i really need one too.. poor babe is on her lest legs.. she deserves a nice retirement!!! sadly the onyl thing stopping me is that i worj thru a temp agency instead of haveing a ‘permanent job’ i can understand why though… i mean really technically they could fire me and never give me another job but they wont.. so im gonna go reapply at some places and keep going to the unemployment office every other day or so to check them out…. hopefully something will pan out soon…

id like to work at walmart really.. after 6 months if you move to another state they will move your job to the nearest walmart.. so no job hunting if i move…

which brings up the question why am i considering movieing…

well the talks with Kamabama went well.. and he asked me the other day to come back to bama and give him another shot after everything that has happened… and my gut reaction was an emfatic yes yes yes … so i talked to shoeshine and well he gave me a lot to consider.. as he always does…

and im seriously considering going… i wont know for sure if i dont and there has to be a reason hes been on my ind so much.. sooo consideration.. much consideration

i havent made up my mind just yet though

but soon ill have to i hate having things up in the air..

did i mention it was a REALLY nice truck? LOL 2005 dodge w/ only 6k miles on it. 5 speed shiney black OMG OMG OMG I WANT THAT TRUCK! it dorve so smooth omg like butter! and i couldnt even hear the engine!!!

so if the whatever is out there… im tired of the bad crap throw me a bone here k? a job and a truck then you can go back to torturing me

OH and despite that my friday the 13th was good !! i got paid twice! WOOT! they lost a check a bit ago and they finally reissued it so doubel the money on payday! WOOOT!!!

ok lilman says its time to go

XO2

Namaste