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So i see that a lot of you have put up this anonymous thingiemabobby… ya… not going to do that… why? because i don’t want to have to deal with a lot of the negative shit that i think might be written about me… not saying that it’s all negative… but there will be bad shit and me not knowing who said it will piss me off… and as for all the posotive stuff that could be said, well hip hip hooray and a happy bloody new year for that cuz it would be selfish of me to ask for only the posotive and not take the negative right? so i don’t want any of it. everyone thinks something of me, if they haven’t told me by now… then it’s probably something i don’t want to hear about… but if you feel you must tell me something then just tell me to my face or call or something… i understand that being anonymous makes you feel better, or something, but i’m selfish and in a case like this, where you might say something mean to me, you feeling good isn’t exactly the first thing on my mind… or something…

honestly i’m torn between wanting to know and not… i think the main thing is if i don’t know who says it, then i can’t beat the shit out of them later for it if i don’t like it…

so ya… you can do it… i guess, but don’t be anonymous? or better yet don’t do it at all… or something… i don’t know… whatever…

peace