lester leaps out

i had been planning on making this some long stupid entry bc i wasn’t feeling very good but now i’m talking to kayleigh and i feel a bunch better. sometimes i blow her off bc i’m not in the mood to talk, but she’s always there when i need her. i love her.

so after the clincs were done with (which were super fun, btb) i ran over to tri-county mall to get rob a wristband all of his own. i’m thiking about letting him keep the stripe-y one as well as giving him the green one i got. i also saw the bracelet that evan wore that one day (the one i always borrow from kitty) and i got him a match for it. i hope he likes it.

..now that i think about it, i really hope he likes it. i don’t think i’ve been letting things get to me bc i don’t want to think about them, but i think i’m actually going to miss it here. the familiarity most. i know i’ll get used to charleston and everything and everyone there, but it’s still so far away. that and the people. being able to come home and crash and have my mother cook me some dinner while i fall asleep on the couch with my dogs.. the driving around..

it’s starting to hurt like before. i have to lay down.

~debbi