you’re never there

the voice invaded her thoughts, sweet and innocent, reverberating from within the telephone. 

this is when the world within my thoughts changes and i almost can believe that any thing may be possible. it’s simply magnificent the image, the thought, the memory as it runs across my fingertips. sweet passionate and lead astray. and as i close my eyes a whole different world comes flooding back. who was i when i saw this place and how can it all seem exactly the same without being anything familiar.

without you this is gone, i’ve lost that place within myself and sometimes your voice brings me back.. i feel again, i know again, i can remember what it is like to be someone who didn’t need the world to be happy. i rememeber  how absolutely awesome it was to be there captive in your arms. i remember how sweet the morning would smell with my world wrapped between your arms. i see sometimes it is all still there

and i see sometimes that is was never there…..

but it doesn’t change anything at all because all the thoughts and memories and wants are still here