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My disillusionment seems to grow daily. Everything appears so abstract and surreal to the point where I begin to make considerations given that notion. A sort of daily farce. My assumptions and operating ideas do not seem to fit the environment I find myself in. It is as if there is a whole plane of average thought that eludes me – motives and realities that seem to escape me but exist as axioms for others.

All I really want to do is walk and experience.

Many of you left notes on my last entry and I will get back to you shortly.

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May 4, 2005

you’re back here, i see.

May 4, 2005

you haveth returneth. woot. go phenomenology yo.

May 5, 2005

ryn: hey, if my noters want to feed my ego, then mad props to them 😛 crazy drugged weekend sounds effin wicked.

get in a fight with someone 🙂 … just for shits n’ giggles… sucks when you have no-one to talk to; have fun flaking out…

I was there. And then I found God. It was startling.

Aw, no worries, it’ll be back soon 😀 A week or two’s all I need! Hopefully it’ll be worth the wait..!

May 25, 2005

welcome, enjoy and note 😉

June 1, 2005

Hang in there.

June 19, 2005

I just reread this.. interesting perspective you have 🙂 thanks for the note 🙂

one thing i have learned in my life is that experience comes from everything. a walk around your block with renewed sight can open your eyes to a world you never noticed before. with familiarity comes contempt and jaded thoughts. revitalize your spirit by seeing as you walk..even if it is in your own backyard. PS. thanks for the note luv.. come back anytime. 😉

July 3, 2005

I happen to think that the pressure of numbers does do some good…but I will add your links to the list..thank you 🙂

July 3, 2005

I apreciate your perspective and must confess to not being as educated on the topic as I should be. But can I ask what efforts you are making on this issue?

July 3, 2005

no hun, wasnt taken as an attack..just if you have ideas or information to share I am more than interested in passing it on to my readers 🙂

July 3, 2005

lol, yeah I get the idea.. *grins*

July 4, 2005

I do agree, money alone isn’t the answer …but wiping the crippling debt that prevents these people from even educating and maintaining the health of their own is a good place to start don’t you think? But yes.. education/advice/assistance with establishing a sustainable infrastructure is a must, they don’t need charity, they need assistance in establishing a more even playing field so

July 4, 2005

CONT: they can take care of their own. You have some interesting thoughts…nice to see someone thinking lol thanks for the notes 🙂