useless curves: the eye meanders, never resting

Its still getting worse after everything I tried.
What if I found a way to wash it all aside.
What if she touches with those fingertips.
As the words spill out like fire from her lips.

If she says come inside Ill come inside for her.
If she says give it all Ill give everything to her.
I am justified.
I am purified.
I am sanctified.
Inside you

Heavens just a rumor shell dispel.
As she walks me through the nicest parts of hell.
I still dream of lips I never should have kissed.
Well she knows exactly what I cant resist
If she says come inside Ill come inside for her.
If she says give it all Ill give everything to her.
I am justified.
I am purified.
I am sanctified.
Inside you

Im just caught up in another of her spells.
Shes turning me into someone else.
Everyday I hope and pray this will end.
But when I can I’d do it all again

If she says come inside Ill come inside for her.
If she says give it all Ill give everything to her.
I am justified.
I am purified.
I am sanctified.
Inside you

As surely as the blades course is run.
Maybe my kingdoms finally come

I will write something soon of real substance. For the time being, this is my life:

PSCI 101A – 5 page essay due Nov 25
ENVS 195 – 5 page essay due Nov 18, 6 chapter quizzes due soonish
PLAN 100 – 15 page term paper due Nov 22
PLAN 110 – design project (set of 5 drawings) due Nov 26

ENVS 195 final – Dec 2
PLAN 100 final – Dec 2
PSCI 101A final – Dec 14
ECON 102 final – Dec 18

In other news, I’m not sure that I actually exist. As for you, well, there was never any doubt that you didn’t exist.

I spent 6 hours today scouring various sources of town planning documents. Downloaded a few hundred megs of PDFs and images and spent a lot of time exploring the subject, with a particular focus on New Urbanism (for my term paper).

Typical conversation:

[01:50:06 AM] lindsey – i : i’ve started running, the best benefit
being so far that i have a greater lung capacity from
which i can take huge hits from a bong.
[01:50:18 AM] [Run Comrade: nice
[01:50:26 AM] [Run Comrade: im drinking water from a bicycle water
bottle
[01:50:38 AM] [Run Comrade: and listening to obie trice
[01:50:42 AM] [Run Comrade: hahaha wow
[01:50:47 AM] [Run Comrade: thats hilarious. im laughing at myself
[01:51:03 AM] lindsey – i : hahahahhaha
[01:51:05 AM] lindsey – i : hahahahhaha
[01:51:09 AM] lindsey – i : im laughing AT you
[01:51:19 AM] [Run Comrade: obie trice – bad bitch
[01:51:27 AM] [Run Comrade: its a good track *shrug*
[01:51:36 AM] lindsey – i : the pixies – monkey gone to heaven IS
BETTER
[01:51:45 AM] [Run Comrade: ed is dead is better still
[01:51:47 AM] [Run Comrade: also pixies though
[01:52:44 AM] lindsey – i : lalalalal
[01:52:58 AM] lindsey – i : how do you stay up so late?
[01:53:13 AM] [Run Comrade: i died back in 1997
[01:53:17 AM] lindsey – i : oh cool

…I flee afoot!

everlong

November 16, 2004

tip tip to that! :o)

roll the dice

November 17, 2004

bahah that’s me.

RYN: I have checked out the old guitarist, in person, actually. It’s beautiful. I never knew a painting of an old man and a guitar could be so moving. 🙂 picasso does wonders…

lost linguist

November 19, 2004

props to whichever lindsy that is, she is completely in the right lol. And Andrew, by all means laugh at urself, hell, ill join both of u in doing so, hahahahaa. l8er man, have a good one

id say ur right, but then mebe its not how crazy but how meaningfull the words are after their said. but then mebe i drank a 2.6 of dark rum and im an idiot, or both. take it easy, party on, its friday, so u better be. peace

i like the lyrics 🙂 ryn: Sometimes I see carrots… -Laura

YAH

November 21, 2004

Congratulations on the outcome of the quiz. It looks like you are sane 🙂

Atheist Under Ur Bed

Thanks for you very thoughtful notes on home schooling. 🙂 RYN: “In Canada, home schooled children do need to write the same exams as other children do, and I would assume this is so in the USA.” Alas, no. Some states (such as Michigan & Texas) apparently don’t even require parents to tell anyone their kids are being home schooled. It’s as if they’ve dropped off the face of the earth….

Not For Sale

November 28, 2004

i’ve actually been debating getting one of those programs that are compatible with both msn and aim….so give me your msn screenname and when i get it sorted out we’ll be able to talk. and i liked your poetic note a lot

November 29, 2004

i don’t know about that possibility. i thought i would get to go up over xmas break, but now my grandma is apparently staying with my family so the option of going anywhere has been very effectively squished. school also tends to get in the way of such things. its all very depressing really. but ill be sure to let you know if im coming.