I met a cutie part 2!

Hey everybody!

I tried to write an entry a while ago but the site wasn’t working or it was my computer or something.  Anyway, as Bill mentioned, the cutie I was talking about was suppose to come and meet with me at the beat.  I really wasn’t expecting him to come because he’d been acting all weird since we hooked up at his place.  Typical Bi guys hehe, scared of everything.  Anyway he DID turn up on Saturday night at the club and came over and found me and we danced for a bit, then he went off somewhere else – I had no idea where he went, but I found him later and he said his tongue-piercing had fell out – anyway I lost him again after that and I just saw him now and again throughout the night – usually across the bar trying to be picked up by guys hehe.  I had the same problem on my side of the bar.  This really nice 6’7 guy was trying to chat me up, and at one stage he sat on my lap – I didn’t have the heart to tell him my circulation was being cut off, so I endured the pain until finally he got off me.  I wasn’t too interested in him, he didn’t have much enthusiasm within him you know, like kinda didn’t smile all that much.

Anyway I sent Brandon (the cute Cairns guy) a message saying I thought he was absolutely gorgeous, and he must’ve read it and showed it to this guy named Troy (who’s apparently slept with like everyone, how sad), who came over to me and said that Brendan was confused, he didn’t know what he wanted or who he wanted, but said that he was interested in one of his (Troy’s) friends (and Troy gave me HIS number in case I wanted to meet up for ‘coffee’ – In my mind I was like ‘yeah riiiight’).  Anyway Brendan came over and gave me and Troy a drunken hug – he was so cute when he was drunk, and then the guy he was interested in was there and Brendan and him were pretty much all over each other.  I wasn’t sure what to think of that, like whether Brendan knew what he was doing, or whether he’s really just a player.  I was starting to feel sad about it actually, and it was about 5am so I went back over to the dancefloor to dance by myself (I do that a fair bit, it’s actually fun for me).  Anyway I was dancingf for quite a while when this chick comes up to me and says that one of her friend’s was interested in me.  Anyway with that, she went back over to where her friend was and brought him over.  He was quite cute and introduced himself as Michael.  He was really shy and kept going back to his female friend, who came over and asked me if I was “interested”.  I said “What do you mean by “interested”? And she said “I dunno, interested!  so are you?”.  Well that told me a lot didnt it! hehe.  So Michael came back over and danced for a bit with me, then we went to his table and tried to talk but the music was so loud.  We went outside to the garden and talked for ages, I left Brendan behind with his ‘boytoy’ hehe.  He is like the sweetest guy I’ve ever met in my life, and nice and really cute in every way, and he’s a great talker and an awesome listener.  We only left the club when they kicked us out!  I walked to the train station with him and he had to go to Strathpine and I had to go to Sunnybank, so opposite directions, but we exchanged numbers and just kept chatting away until his train arrived.  He gave me kind of a kiss on the cheek and boarded the train, with us waving at each other until the train was out of sight.  It was like out of a fairy-tale book!  I couldn’t believe that I could meet someone like him in a place like that at 5am in the morning, when both of us had apparently been at that club since around 11pm, we only saw each other when the crowd died down I guess. 🙂  I then had to wait 50 minutes for my train!  So I walked around for ages – he was all I could think about, how sweet he was and how he didnt even seem interested in what most of the guys in there were after – it seemed unreal, serene almost.  My train arrived, and I arrived home as my housemates were having breakfast hehe.  I took my cigarette-smelling clothes off and crasjed on the bed.  I awoke at 5pm in time to go to Sunday Night Live, which is a youth church service I try to go to twice a month.  It was actually really interesting.  Some days I go there and I don’t like the message at all, but this wasn’t too bad 🙂

The next day at work (Monday) I was so happy.  All my workmates knew something was up, and when they asked how my weekend was, all I could do was smile.  I sent Michael a message in the morning before I got on the train, and was getting a little concerned I didn’t have a reply back by the end of work that day.  I was starting to feel doubtful, thinking ‘oh no, not Brendan and now Michael – at least I’m actually getting to know Michael’ – I don’t wanna make anywhere near the same mistake with Michael as I did with Brendan.  Anyway I got a phone call last night from Michael, and we talked for 4 and a half hours about EVERYTHING!  He was totally honest with me and said that he spent all day thinking about me, and couldnt believe there was a sweet guy like me at the club.  I don’t think the smile left my face throughtout those 4 and a half hours hehe, he’s such a sweety.  I was honest with him too, telling him I did the exact same thing.  We are both not sure what’s going on, but It looks like he could be a potential relationship.  We’re going to get to know each other a bit more first.  Like I’m going out to coffee wit him tonight, and now he’s bringing a friend along I don’t know so I gotta admit I’m a little nervous about meeting her, but hopefully I’ll do alright and not stutter and get all nervous and quiet like I usually do hehe.  I know Michael will have no trouble maintaining conversation because to me he’s like everything, everything about him seems so perfect.  His parents and all his rellies, workmates AND friends love him to death cos he’s out of the closet, he gets along with girls incredibly, like girls get so excited when they see him hehe.  This could be and interesting experience for me, and I really do like the person he is.  I really just hope he thinks the same, or somewhat the same.

I haven’t told my ex-bf anything about Michael yet.  I can just see what’ll happen when I do.  Luckily he and I had a fight and arent talking to each other anymore so it’ll give it time to see what happens.  I really do like Michael (how many times have I said that now?) lol, but I’m not gunna stuff it up by doing anything stupidly stereotypical.  I can’t lose this friend, I’ve only known him like 2 days but he’s so special to me! 🙂