With A Grain Of Salt

Jay told me a couple of days ago that Bren had told him that he is going to move to Melbourne (again). I was confused and said that he had told me that months ago and had changed his mind because he thought that he was going for the wrong reasons, and when it was right he would know. Jay looked confused and said “No… he is going again”

I am happy and sad.

He told me last night after I had known for a couple of days, he put his hand on my leg and said… “So – um, I’m moving”. He said it was the right time now, with Jay now here with me, and his primary reason to move not being an escape plan from a boi. I just looked at him and said “Are you going to change your mind this time? – No? Good!” and that was it.

I don’t actually know if he is going to go yet, he changes his mind so often that I really can’t tell anymore, but this seems different maybe – I believe him this time. This means I, come the end of March / April next year, can move back to Sydney without a lot of guilt attached to leaving his behind.

Then there is the work issue… Hmmm. That is going to annoy me more. Hmph.

I have my boss’s birthday tomorrow night, and then a Managers dinner on Wednesday, both of which I don’t really want to go to.

Song for the day: Bradski & Jenski ft. Eden – S.O.S

LPH

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August 21, 2005

Ohhh hunny! How exciting for Bren! Hope he does it, I think he would be happier in a bigger city (so would you! hint) – I like how you are holistically thinking about moving back to Sydney, you know your company could base the HR out of Sydney, does not NEED to be Canberra, and when required you can travel down their, make it a national role 😉 Love to you! GO KITTI! xx

August 21, 2005

Ohhh hunny, you don’t need a fag kitti accessory, you are gay enough as it is – but me, I need to surround myself with poofter related parafanalia to increase my homosexual spirituality! 😉 LOL xx

August 21, 2005

Why on earth would you want to live in Sydney? Well, I suppose, each to his own, whatever floats your boat and tickles your fanny. I guess I am just a Canberra girl through and through. Or is that a Queanbeyan girl. I am not sure, but please don’t leave! You will turn into a pussy loving ponce and I will see you even less than I do now!!!!

August 22, 2005

work obligations… gotta luv ’em… ;(

August 22, 2005

you could ask someone to buy you a coffee machine for your QC! I want to move but i am stuck here for at least 3 more years as i have my place in uni starting in april… and a 3 year course tying me down to this miserable city… then i can leave…

August 22, 2005

Yes, my dear, I aggree that you are a big city boi. You know you come alive in the bright lights.

August 22, 2005

RYN: you know what he looks like because you went to my gaydar profile and pressed the “partner link” lol