Quiet…too quiet…

Wish I had more to say today, but I don’t really.  I’ve had a cold/sinus infection/the plague for the last week or so, and it’s kicking my tuckus.  On the up side, nothing curbs an appetite more than pain while eating (shock collars would really help me in so many aspects of life) and I’m down 2lbs from last week!  Woot woot!  Amazing when I can’t exercise because I can’t breath, but hey I’ll take it!

Did a party last night that was kind of a bust; not a lot of money and no additional parties…but I did get to hang with Mouse for awhile and get to know her a bit more.  Mouse was Dread Pirate’s coworker up until she was fired last spring (the company let a lot of people go).  She’s been to several of my parties, and I had mixed emotions on her.  She’s fun to party with but she often reminded me of my former roommate, the Bar Lady, so I’d reserved judgement on her…

…so not true! (interupts the voice in my head).  I’d decided she was a tramp, untrustworthy, and kind of a bimbo…

…but she and Dread Pirate have kind of a brother/sister relationship and now that they don’t work together anymore I don’t really need to be bothered by her (and the relationship that seemed to me to be very close to the relationship that Jex and the Bar Lady claimed to have even though he was crushing on her and she enjoyed the attention) as they almost never see each other and really only talk on Facebook.  She’s that girl that I basically just put up with her existence and tried not to think on it much.  She hosted the party last night at her apartment, and it was really great to hang out with her and get to know her more – and clear the air between us.  She’d obviously sensed that I was uncomfortable with her friendship with Dread Pirate, but you know what?  It really really is a bro/sis relationship.  She really has no interest in him (and I’ve always known that he had no interest in her.)  I just had that little voice inside my head that was spawn of previous relationships that got under my skin and into my thoughts…and while I recognized that for what it was, I didn’t always choose to ignore it.  Now it’s gone altogether.

I’ve gotta add her to my cast list too.  *mental note*

Today consisted of drinking tea, sitting on the couch, taking antihistamines, and…the internet…and…  ….   ….

…..Yeah…I’m out.  Got nothing else….

It’s like a bad movie
She is lookin’ through me
If you were me, then you’d be
Screamin’ "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin’ to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She’s the girl all the bad guys want!
[ Girl All the Bad Guys Want ~ Bowling for Soup ]