breathe me

"I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe"

This song’s been playing over and over, in my head and on my iPod.  It’s beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.
So delicate and lovely, but so strong.

I saw the dance, which was amazing, but I was really captivated by the song.  She did it well though.

"Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me"

Just hold me.  Makes everything okay.  Can’t wait til this week is over.

It was a good weekend – thursday onwards.  I really, really had a good time, and that’s surprising because usually birthdays go wrong.  I expect every one that’s not a major birthday just to be shit, but this one turned it around for me and everything went great.

I can’t make myself write my essay but I really need to.  300 of 1600 words so far.  Not great progress.  I’ll do anything to avoid it – washing, cleaning, cooking, even weeding today!  It’s pathetic.  The weeding was fun though. anyway